This has been the busiest yet least social month of my life. The only social things I’ve done have been volunteering at a 5k for suicide prevention and hanging out with Selene that same day. Other than that I’ve had homework stacking up on my desk even though I’ve been doing homework for hours each day. Midterms are coming up and that means I have five midterms to take in the next two weeks, not to mention my birthday is on the 24th, and Halloween is exactly a week after that. I may end up doing absolutely nothing for my 20th birthday because of college. This is horrible, but I guess it’s all worth it? I’ve learned a lot in the last two years but the only thing that’s been made apparent is that I have no clue what I want to do with my life now, I’m more confused now than I ever had been. I just hope some time or thoughts start to clear up soon.